Do you know the agony of being unable to blog what you really want to say?

there are somethings that once gone will never come back, no matter how sweet the memories are, no matter how hard you pray for time to turn back.. but then, you create new sweet memories, so actually there's nothing to lament..

severe lack of sleep, culminating in a foul mood today. thought of cheonging home to sleep, but realised that it'll be 1.5 hours before i even reach my door. thought of cheonging cab home to sleep, realised that it'll be $20+ gone down the drain.. why must my home be so far??

a moody day ended well.